Struggling - 2018

Everyone has experienced tough moments, pain, despair, anxiety, confusion, insecurity. Intertwined with joy and happiness in life, nowhere to hide. Sometimes struggling, sometimes suffocating, sometimes losing the way. Perhaps your throat had also been taken by fate, like a butcher crumbing your heart that still beating, like the cold wind soaking into every cell that still feeling. We smoked desperately, we drank whole night, we suddenly woke up in the midnight, listening to the heartbeat echoing in the room, as if something was torn into pieces, scattered in the silent winter night.

However, time always flies, life always flows. To feel nothing so as not to feel anything, what a waste! We are all travelers walking in winter nights, struggling on the edge of happiness and pain. The only thing we can do, perhaps is, keep walking and hold a knife.

 

每个人都曾经历艰难的时刻,痛苦,绝望,焦虑,迷茫,无处安身,与生命中的欣喜与感动交织在一起,时而挣扎,时而窒息,时而看不清楚方向。或许你也曾体会被命运扼住喉咙,像屠夫用力攥住还在跳动的心脏,像冬日的寒风浸透每一个还在感觉着的细胞。我们拼命抽烟,我们彻夜饮酒,我们在深夜突然惊醒,听着心跳声回荡在整个房间,就好像某些东西被撕成碎片,四散在寂静的寒夜里。

然而时间总是继续,生命总是流动,为了让自己不再收到伤害而变得麻木,也许是对生命本身最大的轻视。我们都是在冬夜行走的旅人,挣扎在幸福和痛苦的边缘,唯一能做的,也许只能是拿着刀继续前行。